spend my life with you

never knew such a day could come
And I never knew such a love
Could be inside of one


And I never knew what my life was for
But now that you're here I know for sure


I never knew till I looked in your eyes
I was incomplete till the day you walked into my life
And I never knew that my heart could feel
So precious and pure
One love so real


Can I just see you every morning when
I open my eyes
Can I just feel your heart beating beside me
Every night
Can we just feel this way together
Till the end of all time
Can I just spend my life with you


Now baby the days and the weeks
And the years will roll by
But nothing will change the love inside
Of you and I


And baby I'll never find any words
That could explain
Just how much my heart my life
My soul you've changed


Can you run to these open arms
When no one else understands
Can we tell God and the whole world
I'm your woman, and you're my man
Can't you just feel how much I love you
With one touch of my hand
Can I just spend my life with you


No touch has ever felt so wonderful
(You are incredible)
And a deeper love I've never known
(I'll never let you go)
I swear this love is true
(Now and forever to you to you)
Can I just see you every morning when


I open my eyes
Can I just feel your heart beating beside me
Every night
Can we just feel this way together
Till the end of all time
Can I just spend my life with you
Can you run to these open arms


When no one else understands
Can we tell God and the whole world
You're my woman, and you're my man
Can't you just feel how much I love you
With one touch of my hand
Can I just spend my life with you


Can I just spend my life with you
Can I just spend my life with you
(Forever here with you)
Can I just spend my life with you
Can I just see you every morning when I
Open my eyes

deep down inside

is this what we called broken heart ?
is this what we called deep in sadness ?
is there any rooms for me to come in and crying and shouting ?
why do you come and go without understanding me , my feelin' ?!
i'm ignore anyone who wants to fulfill my empty hole inside my heart ,

but you just couldn't understand .

Nduuuut , Happy Birthday !!

ndut , happy bday yaaaaa !!
maaf baru nulis di blog , tapi udah di sms kaaaan :)
cepet kurus yaaa . hehehe :p
inget janji seminggu lagi bakal pulang ke jkt dan mau traktir ! :D


cko :)

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apalah artinya semua slama ini yg sepertinya indah ?

sekolah ituuu !! i miss so much !!

gue iseng iseng liat foto foto , dan ga sengaja liat foto ini





ini waktu gue buka puasa bareng temen sekelas gue waktu sekolah , ga semua dateng , cuman setengah kayaknya . gue pengen moment ini lagi . pengen banget !!

One of the worst love affair

Mungkin harusnya dari awal gue sadar , kalo hubungan gue emang ga mungkin . maybe i’ll tell from the beginning .

Gue kenal dia , yaa lumayan lah, ga bentar dan ga terlalu lama juga. Mungkin itu rasanya gue deket sama org lagi setelah kurun waktu yg cukup lama .

Masalahnya cuma satu , gue single dan dia taken .

Awalnya gue gatau kalo dia udah taken, sampe di suatu malem pas lg chat dia crita kalo dia udah taken. Lo salah kalo lo pikir gue sedih ! di saat itu gue emg ga gitu yakin sama feelin gue ke dia .

Wajar kan kalo lama lama feelin gue semakin yaaaa, i know you know what i fell . Gue slalu sembunyi-sembunyi, even cuma buat sms . sampe di suatu moment, gue sadar kalo ini smua ga boleh gue jalanin . ketika gue nyoba buat agak menjauh ( it’s so difficult you know ! ) dia slalu sms gue . slama ini gue ga pernah telf dia, slalu dia yg nelf duluan , padahal disini keadaannya gue yg single .

Days a go, sore sore gitu dia sms gue, kebetulan gue waktu itu ga ada pulsa, jadi gue baru bales pas malem . tapi pending . tadinya gue pikir mungkin hapenya lowbat ato apa gitu lah, but I was wrong ! berhari hari sms itu ga deliver juga , setiap ada sms buat gue, gue berharap itu dari dia, tapi gue salah, harusnya gue ga berharap sejauh itu . sampe akhirnya gue coba buat sms lagi dan akhirnya DELIVERED ! but, I got no replies . gue sms berkali-kali, dan telf juga . hasilnya tetep sama . I GOT NOTHING !

Besoknya, gue dapet sms, gue udah ga mau berharap banyak, tapi ternyata itu dari dia . it sounded crazy for a moment . tadinya gue seneng, seneng banget malah . tapi setelah gue baca , I just felt a lil bit shocked, ternyata yg sms gue itu pacarnya dia, yg ternyata udah tau smua, dan dia minta supaya gue ngejauh .

Harusnya, dari awal gue udah bener bener sadar kalo gue itu ngelakuin kesalahan yg bener bener tolol ! i know i just a very dumb person . tapi knapa smua terjadi ketika gue pikir dia akan jadi sesuatu di hidup gue . gue akuin gue salah, salah banget . setelah kejadian itu gue kembali inget akan kata kata yg secara ga sengaja terpikir oleh gue . . .

HARUSNYA GA USAH PAKE PERASAAN DAN GA USAH SE-SAYANG INI .

i do !

I do everything , but do you realize it ?

I give everything , but do you take it ?

I know everything about you , but do you know who I am inside ?

I do need you , but do you dream of me ?

I do care about you , but do you try to care about me ?

But, I know one think .

You don’t want to be with me .

Bodohnya aku selalu menunggumu.

Cemburu Menguras Hati

Tiga hari kunanti
Jawabanmu oh kasih
Setiap saat ku harap
Ada keajaiban dalam dirimu


Indahnya masa lalu
Tergores amarahku
Cemburu menguras hati
Galau kini menyiksa diri


Kembalilah kau kekasihku
Jangan putuskan kau tinggalkan aku
Sekalipun sering ku menyakitimu
Tapi hanya kaulah pengisi hatiku

Maafkan aku
Maafkan egoku
Maafkan diriku

One Word

KAMPREEEEEET !!



blog gueeee ga bisa diedit pake css custom . ngehe abisss !!

ingin melihat dia lepas darimu dan kau milikku

maunya sih yaaa . but, who knows ? life is unpreditacble . especially, my lovelife .

this story is about me and yeaa, my crush since i was high school , i know i had different feelin to her, but, this is the biggest problem, i couldn't prove my love to her .

stupid ? but it's true .


it's been , empp, let me count, one , two, maybe two and a half years .


and, till now, i can't show it . maybe i'll tell when i come to your funeral :]

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TRYING

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